I know the major conflict now. I know the basics of where this story may be headed. But I can't share it. I need to hide from the reality of the fiction. to make believe that there is no truth in my lies. and to tell it from my own perspective.
I will no longer be writting here, for as my mother would often quote," the night has a thousand eyes and a thousand eyes can't help but see" I can't have it seen. so I will seclude myself in something far safer than the internet.
It was fun while it lasted. I'll share it all in the end. . . perhaps someday.
I know the signifigance of the tree, it is the place of change, when one became the other. It is the "changing of the guard" to be really cliche. Although I don't know why they are all there, only that they were, and I know why tibor's eyes are such a vivid blue. It's because they belong to that part of me that is "The Other" the part that was departed to Penelope at the tree. And it haunts him constantly because although the change happened noone knows it has, Penelope will spend so much time figuring it out, but even once she knows what has happened she has no idea what to do with it. And it's the tree because of the symbolism embedded in her from the beginning. It is the symbol of her goddess and the "Tree of life"
